soicanreadanngs' Journal

hum

Okay, that was lame. I just lost my entry. I was thinking. I dunno what I was thinking. i just dont know what to write.

Why must i dream of someone i dont have all the time? to fall to sleep with a smile on my face and wake up with a pain in my heart cuz for a few moments I had that person, but then they vanished at the opening of my eyes.

well I need to be around you
and I need to see your eyes on me
now
cause I need to caress your face with mine
and I need to know that you care
cause I bleed in pain
when I'm without your soul
cause I love you on a level so high

I don't know. i'm so in love with him.

I need to find a new job but its not working. I am suppose to be out right now doing that but i dont have the motivation. I fear I have become what I hate. A lazy ass w/ no job. I'm hungry and i need to go buy milk. i guess i should go. hopefully i wont miss him getting online.

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